I pray everyday for you

I pray everyday for you to come back. You were right, I haven’t and probably won’t find someone that loves me as much as you did, who tries to be there for me like you did. I feel pathetic because you have moved on, but I can’t help hoping that one day we will come back together. I know I hurt you and acted like a coward. Hopefully one day you can truly forgive me. Everyday without you, even my happiest moments are dark and sad. I ruined the best thing I ever had.