Oh boy

I hate to keep posting on here but I have nobody to really talk to.

So I start T next week. My appointment is on Monday, and if I’m being honest, I’m getting nervous. Don’t get me wrong, I’m 100% sure that this is a decision I want to make. I’ve pondered for several years. The closer I get the more alive and hopeful for the future I feel. I’ve already socially transitioned and I’m so happy and whole emotionally. It’s just that’s it ya medical treatment that I really want my body to respond well too. Also this would be putting the nail in the coffin as far as alienating me from my family forever. Although I’m as prepared as I’ll ever be, it’s still uncomfortable because I’m very family oriented. Are these feelings normal?