Said goodbye to my guy today 💔

I got my beardie, Zym, euthanized this morning ☹️ I just hope I made the right decision. He'd been pretty sickly for the past few years, and getting up there in age (he was around 10-11), the vet told me what I could do if I wanted to try to keep him alive but I just don't have the time. She told me I'd need to tube feed him and bathe him every day, and I just felt that's no way to live. They also took his heartbeat and it was only 24bpm, when (i think) it should have been in the 70s.

I feel so bad, thinking about if I could have saved him, but even if I did do all of that stuff I think he would've died anyway. I just wanted to make a post about him with some older pictures while he was still doing well. I'm going to miss him, but I also feel kind of relieved, trying to care for him was stressing me out. Goodbye, buddy, I'm sure you're in a better place now 🩷