Trying to decide "major"

So I'm going back to school soon at 23.Im trying to decide between cosmetology school and surgical tech.Here's my dilemma I'm terrified of either option bc they both have their own pros and cons.On one hand I'd be less in the hole in terms of student loans ain't Cosmetology school(fasfa would pay off some and the rest would be loans overall 23k).

While Surgical Tech fasfa will pay for nothing.(47k in student loans).The only thing stopping me from cosmetology is not really being steady foreal.....I'm just trying to not "waste" any more of my time.Im single with no kids or anything but I just still feel so behind and almost like a failure.🙁So any guidance is definitely greatly appreciated!

I really started to think about it and I may even go back for Dental Lab Technology.Thats originally what I went for but never got a chance to finish so I'm even thinking about that now.Im just all over the place ik!