I feel like someone is calling me

Yeah, the title might look cryptid, but i feel like someone is calling me, to lowkey worship him. Idk if he could be called a deity or some sort.

That him is Lucifer no less.

The thing that weirds me out is that i'm atheist (or at least not christian), and what i little know is that lucifer is the one who questioned god.

Anyways, anyone here who worships him can share their experience? If you dont mind tho

Note: Crossposted with the main r/Witchcraft sub