PSA: Don’t download dating apps..

My partner has left me. I’ve never used a dating app before so I downloaded one because I’m so fickle I don’t care as long as nobody knows.

I matched with somebody and fucked them in a hotel. I don’t know how I pulled it off; they were my type down to every last aspect. The kind of person I’ve always been in (tattoos, piercings, a lot of fun all round). We were together for 24 hours.

Doesn’t matter how short it was. It had nuked any last feelings I had for the ex and now I’m obsessed with them. They’re going off doing something in X city and I haven’t probed because it’s not my business. Also doesn’t matter - my brain is already conjuring paranoia stories about why they’re going (to meet another match). Like, fuck - they have every right to. We aren’t together. We’re seeing each other again, but we’re not together.

Oh god I fucking hate my brain.