So tired of being flat

I don't have the energy for a long vent. I just wanna say this again, I'm so sick of my body. I don't understand why every woman around me gets to have normal bodies while I'm cursed with being the flattest woman to walk the earth. Why do I have to be part of the IBTC? I never asked to join. Why can't my body look the way I want it to? It's my body after all