My breasts are ruining my mental health

It’s been years, and I still can’t get over it. I hate how my breasts look. I just want to feel feminine and sensual, but with small breasts like mine, it feels impossible. They don’t look good in anything, I just end up looking like a cutting board no matter what I do. I know no man will ever look at me or desire me because of my chest; they’ll just be repulsed by it and leave me.

I’ve never met a guy who truly liked small breasts. Most of them either don’t care or prefer butts, but that’s not what I want. I want to feel like my breasts are lusted after and desired. The only guy I’ve ever been intimate with didn’t even bother looking at or touching my chest. He straight-up ignored it and later talked badly about it.

I’m just so done. I feel like I’ll never be a complete woman, just a failure because of this deformity. I wish I could be normal and have breasts like every other woman, but I can’t. I feel like I’ve failed at being attractive and feminine. I’m just disgusting.