bro i will genuinely forever envy extremely feminine looking girls w/ doll like features

i envy them so much, and if you open tiktok almost every girl has these features. it’s always the round big doe eyes tiny barbie nose v shaped face. i got contacts today and i hoped it would make me feel a bit better about my nose because my nose is big but i feel the glasses made them look sm bigger bc the tip but i feel the exact same:/ i thought it would help my self esteem a bit but i knew it probably wouldn’t do much bc it’s not like i changed my features. the main issue is my eyes they’re so small and downturned and it sucks so bad i try to make them look big with mascara and highlighter but like it’ll never be the samee as those girls with pretty big eyes. i envy them so much man like when the eye color of the eye is really big i want that so bad☹️i wish i wish i wish ill always wish to be dainty and girly like these girls don’t know how lucky they are ): what’s even worse is yesterday when i went to sephora i saw a really pretty girl who looks the exact same girls you see on tiktok and it’s like i can’t escape it even if i’m off social media💔it sucks so bad man