crying on the train

so last night i got dumped by my boyfriend after finding out he also cheated on me and i unfortunately just couldn’t hold in my tears so i was sort of crying on the train ride back. i thought people were supposed to mind their business?? i had at least 3 people ask i was alright even tho i was trying to hide it pretty well and somebody even gave me a tissue. of course it’s so kind and i appreciate these people but it just made me feel more humiliated to be honest i’d rather ppl just ignore me. I changed cars like twice cuz of how humiliated i was lol

update: upon further reflection i think it’s amazing how kind strangers can be in such a large city. This is definitely more of a me issue. also obviously i’m not a new yorker i just live here so i guess i had this idea that all new yorkers mind their business always, nice to see that’s not necessarily true