Another one of those male loneliness posts...

First of all, I don't want sex, even though I'm 25 year old virgin.

I feel like I'm wasting my time writing this post but here goes: I study vocational school in Media and Arts, planning to be video editor. I want a relationship, like any other male does. But things aren't working out. My life consists of studying and then spending rest of my days in my apartment. I've tried going to the bar but the place I went to consists of middle aged people. I also don't drink alcohol. Tinder? Obviously not working. Getting to know someone from school? Unless I want to be a pedo, due to most people being 15-17 years old. I had to fix my life so I went to study after elementary school only now.

Why I want a relationship? I want to feel loved and to kiss, hug etc. Been about 8 years since last time. But dating game has changed and I feel men like me are unwanted. And about sex, obviously I want to experience it but it isn't my top priority in any way in relationship. It's mostly about being together with someone who cares about you and you care about them.

What are my hobbies? Playing and developing video games, collecting games, playing around with technology. Your average nerd basically. I also love music and sometimes go sing karaoke in that bar I mentioned. Mostly metal so it does not fit well with people drinking there.

I know what I should do to fix this, go and experience world more instead of geeking inside. But then there's problems like getting sexual harassment charges for simply talking to a woman so I want to keep my distance. Even in that bar I wanted to talk with some 30 year old woman but didn't want to bother them. I've been advised to simply talk to some girl but it's not normal. I'm not American and in my country everyone keeps their distance. It's part of the culture.

I don't know where this post is going so I'm going to stop here. Just wanted to vent. Feel free to give advice but it isn't needed. I guess I can live with this and just enjoy my life.

Have a good day