Husband died - solo mother

I'm 35, I found my husband dead 18 months ago when he didn't wake up one morning, he was 37. We have 3 children together, at the time they were 10, 7 and 8 weeks old (he was our "suprise" baby). I have since found out he died of an aortic aneurysm from a genetic condition no one knew about.

We were married 11 years, together for 16. Each other's only love.

I have been told by so many how strong, resilient I am, to me I have no other choice when the children rely on me so much... to survive and keep going.

My head thinks ahead to the future, will I ever find love again. How do I even do that. The stigma around single mothers (hey I didn't choose this pathway in life). Which I why I prefer the term solo mother.

I'm financially sound, mortgage paid off and extra invested. if anything good has come out of this situation, it's that I don't need to worry about money.

I suppose my question is, it's such a unique situation I'm in for my age, is this a turn off for a guy in the future?