Suicide attempt update
I overdosed again when my parents left but I only took 9 in total 200 mg caffeine. I started to get paralyzed and I got too scared and called 911 and now I'm in hospital. I threw up like 100 times because they gave me medicine made to make me puke to get it out. They are gonna put me in mental hospital after I'm discharged. I'm gonna stay overnight and then transfer there if I stay stable. I'm pretty stable right now but my body and chest hurts. The first hour was brutal though and I wouldn't recommend it. It's very painful and scary. I'm a minor (17) so I'm assigned a case worker and told them about my abuse. I saved a lot of video and audio evidence of my mom beating me and admitting to it. I told her I never want to see them again and put me in foster. I'm chilling on my phone now while I try to not puke anymore. I also keep peeing a lot I think they gave me medicine to pee too. Not sure what's happening with my parents
Also I read your comments on the other post, I appreciate the kind words. I'll make sure I live for myself and don't do this again. It's truly awful