I don't know what to do.

It has been over a year since Dday 1. Since then there has been nothing but gaslighting and manipulation. With the truth being deeply embedded in the gaslighting all along my BH doesn't believe the truth anymore.

He said he is done trying to figure it out. Won't hear anything else and won't let me prove to him I didn't do it.

The 💩 thing is I know I didn't do anything but track record and the incident in question is giving him pause and he is 100% sure it is what it wasn't.

I don't wanna blow up the family but I don't know what to do. We both hurt and all I want to do is hide in a corner with my friend Jack and his friend coke. 💔

I just want my BH to not hurt and my heart to stop hurting.

I don't know what to do.