How are we moving on?
D-day was about 7 months ago now and I’m struggling with loving my partner after everything that’s happened. I feel like all the reasons I fell in love with him and chose to marry him aren’t valid reasons anymore (I.e. he’s a good man, he would never hurt me, he values family, he’s honest, etc.). I feel like when I chose to say yes and marry him I had all the right reasons, I loved him incredibly and thought we shared the same values. Now it just doesn’t feel true anymore. I look at the rest of my life with him now and I no longer feel excited. I don’t feel lucky to be with him anymore, our life together now just feels like another sad statistic. I crave a happy, fulfilling marriage so deeply and I’m not ready to give up. I didn’t go into marriage thinking it would be happiness and profound love 24/7, but I’m struggling to see the light at the end of this tunnel. My heart feels heavy and empty at the same time. Any and all advice/ anecdotal experience is welcomed.