I am perpetually insecure

That’s it. That’s the post. Nothing works. Positive affirmations, nope. Therapy, nope. Journaling, nope. I’m cursed to feel lesser than other women for the rest of my life. They say comparison is the thief of joy and it sure the fuck is. I can’t go anywhere without feeling like I’m the worst looking woman there. I can’t watch a movie or show without comparing myself to the women on screen. Fuck this bullshit. I was never this way before. I hate how much I hate myself now.