I surrender…I need medication recommendations

6 months post dday. Let’s just say shit hasn’t been so great since September..and that’s an understatement. I now realize I can’t do this on my own. I have developed a pretty severe ED, my hyper vigilance is insane, I am consumed by thoughts of everything that has happened, etc etc etc…and I’m drowning.

What meds helped you with anxiety/depression?

I will mention that I am on adderall for ADHD. It worked great before dday, and now I don’t think it helps much at all.

This is so hard.