Why Does She Sleep So Soundly?

Meanwhile I’m lying in bed listening to her breathing, sometimes snoring. I remember thinking about this when I knew, before I confronted her. How could she sleep so soundly, how did it come so easily for her knowing the hurt her actions were causing? Even now, after I’ve explained to her so succinctly the kind of hurt she caused, she nods off so easily while I lie awake, alone to deal with my thoughts. I would like to think that I would be so wracked with guilt that I’d be sleeping less than I do now, but I guess maybe not. We’ll never know, because I would never, will never put her through this.