Having one of those days.

Just having one of those days where everything hurts and I wish I could stay in bed but have to get on with work and I’m just feeling so tired of it all.

WH says he’s going to “make it up to me” as if that were possible. 😒

I’m usually a happy person but this whole experience has really gutted me.

I have up days and down days and work is usually a welcome distraction but it’s so hard to get going.

I have a psychologist that I see online weekly. But just feel so stuck. I fought for this marriage for years (EAs online from time to time discovered) but now just so emotionally and physically exhausted after in person EA turned PA and she’s making happy family photos all over the place and I just feel like my life has been ruined.

I hate this and the betrayal trauma sux. All so some selfish ppl could get an ego boost 🤨