Guy that rejected me came back

Hello folks, I'm 29F and I'm from TN originally. Back in 2022 my family got one proposal, me and the guy were talking for many months and we got very attached. But after 4 months of talking he rejected me because I was not ambitious and unemployed, he wanted working wife and he said he liked me a lot but out match is not practical. I was working before but I was extremely unhappy in that job so I had resigned after few years of working, he told me he didn't think that was wise decision. I really begged and cried on the phone but he already had his mind made up, he said sorry and we stopped talking. I took that rejection very personally, I felt like I was thrown away. I had so many thoughts in my mind, maybe he was using career as excuse because he doesn't find me attractive, maybe I'm not preety, maybe I'm fat, maybe he has better options.... so many things I was thinking. That rejection ended my arranged marriage search actually, you can call me weak or whatever but I'm not thick-skinned and I wasn't ready to meet others.

I was unambitious in my career but after that rejection I changed, I wanted to start working again so I don't have to deal with that kind of abandoning again and to gain my self-respect and confidence. But finding a job in India was hard for me, I went abroad for Masters in 2023 and I did one small internship, the same company offered me a full time role and the package is very good. Me and the guys still have contact on whatsapp and are still connected on linkedin, he saw my linkedin update about starting new job in MNC. He started chatting to me on whatsapp and said he wanted to call me so we spoke and he started talking about marriage, he was still single and still looking he said and wanted to discuss about marriage again and I got very offended. He was explaining that since I'm working again he can imagine us getting married, we already know we are compatible etc etc he said. I got really offended, I'm not some rag you can throw away and come back to when it suits you. I had very strong feelings for him when we first met, I wanted to marry him but I also wanted him to accept me at my best and at my worst. I don't want conditional love or conditional feelings. I rejected him on the call itself. But I'm feeling so bad.