I dont know if this is an aries thing

But once I am in love its finished I just love 100%, I want to make him happy, I want to pleasure him, I want him to feel good and take his worries away, I am super loyal and now its been a year and nothing about that has changed. But I also worry a lot and question my own self a lot, when things go super well I start thinking of something bad or something bad will happen.. I dont know how to embrace it and stop the overthinking ans finally learn to enjoy things as they are.