ABYG if I’m not good with kids?

(please sana hindi makalabas outside this app)

Me (F22) and my partner (M25) are together for eight years. He’s currently overseas and while I’m here in PH, recently I paid a visit to his parents’ house and may 4 y/o babaeng kapatid siya (I will call her L)

Normal na maglaro kami ng kapatid niya pag nagkikita kami cuz she likes everyone and pakiramdam ko wala tiwala sakin parents niya pag kasama ko si L which is fine protective lang naman sila. She is a very good kid and mature for her age kaya I love her but the parents are my concern.

I admit that I don’t like kids but I will not purposely hurt them or pabayaan siya. Nakakahiya aminin but I don’t really know how to play with kids kasi ako ang bunso sa amin and hindi talaga ako nakaka-interact sa ibang bata besides her, wala akong batang pamangkin or pinsan. So I’m having a struggle how to entertain her but regardless I do what I can.

So nung pumunta ako sa bahay nila, naglalaro kami with slime. You’re supposed to mold anything with that diba and me being dumb, ni-stretch ko siya hanggang sa humaba into thin strips. ‘Di ko alam bakit ‘di ko naisip na baka dumikit yung slime so it happened, dumikit sa buhok ni L. I tried to remove it and asked for help from her mom, nalagyan din slime yung clothes ko. Hindi naman nagalit or umiyak si L but nag-sorry ako sakanya.

Akala ko pwede lang tawanan yung nangyari kasi accident lang naman yun but hindi. Yung mom niya nagsumbong sa partner ko about sa slime incident, nagalit pala siya sakin pero wala naman siya sinabi or pinakita sakin at the time na nandun ako. Hindi ko yun nasabi sa partner ko kasi nakalimutan ko na din but hindi ko intention na itago yun.

Hindi naman nagalit si partner sakin pero naiyak ako kasi akala ko hindi talaga big deal yun. Parang pinapamukha ng mom niya na sinadya ko yun pero sinabi din naman ng partner ko na baka first time ko daw maglaro nun (it really is). I’m thankful that my partner reassured me pero di parin talaga mawala sa isip ko. L also told her mom na it’s okay kasi nangyari na din daw yun before (see she’s really mature and sweet). So, ABYG if hindi ako marunong maglaro ng slime?