my parents wishing me death

I’ve been questioning myself for months whether am I a good person or not? and this happened to be told to me by my parents all of sudden which it may and may not be a coincidence, I don’t need to tell how it made me feel. I’ve always kept in mind that there’s a room for improvement but i couldn’t help but think so is that it? nobody can see the good in me so do I and I can’t show it off either for some reasons this makes me feel like there’s nothing ahead of me but a disturbing life