Just wanted announce my second time of absolute failure, being a complete idiot.

Picked up a basket and mixed up a solution to draw my shots from, was holding the larger vile I keep the entire mixture in, completely forgot it was in my hand, grabbed a rig with said hand, while grabbing my hand tipped sideways and I dumped all but about 1ml out onto the floor, I was so oblivious to it being in my hand that the sound of liquid pouring onto the floor startled me just thinking about “that would be awful if it was my solution” it was. It was my next few days worth of mix pouring onto the floor, I had bought a larger amount because my deal left for out of state today, what r the odds? I am baffled by my own ignorance and lack of competence in being patient while performing such a fragile procedure. Oh the pain, the disillusion. Nonetheless, what’s done is done. I will do my best to enjoy the puny amount that remains, and live to fight another day. I look forward to his return home. I will promptly be at his doorstep, he can bet on that.