Please discribe when you first realized you might have adhd

I'm always exhausted and starting tasks are like removing the hover dam with a hammer. Nothing is magic anymore.
There are several symptoms that make me feel like I need to see a doctor.
Every single time I start a project I get distracted. Even if it's something I really enjoy. Nothing keeps my focus Even conversations. I don't have patience. It's like people try to make their point in the longest time possible. I skip through movies because I can't stand boring spots.
On and on.....