Feeling Discouraged

Hey guys,

So I KNOW (again, I KNOW) this is a challenge for the mind however, full disclosure, my main goal/reason of doing this is to transform the way my body looks. I have always hated my body (I am not overweight by any means, I wish I could show you guys lol I just am not fit fit and I want to have a bikini model body) Im on day 10 - I have done the 2 workouts a day, doing a very strict diet (CICO) and im feeling discouraged. I know its unrealistic after 10 days to be transformed, and I do think my face looks a bit slimmer actually but my mind has gone to places like "did you even work hard enough" (I did two workouts today, whilst having the flu) OR "your body just wont change its the way it is"... has anyone ever felt this way? I really am working hard