Just a little longer

Oftentimes, it happens at night when all is still. I think of all the "what if"'s that ponder my heart and soul. I know that doing this bares no answers for my heart, but it reminds my soul that there is you that I adore to my core. All of the memories I relive and feel that love again. Maybe it's wrong of me because it puts out that energy that may not be wanted. Let me hold onto you just a little longer because right now, I don't know how to live without you.

Edit: This is to my ex, who does not use this platform. I may or may not send it to him, but most likely not. We have discussed all of these types of feelings in the past, and right now, I think I just want to remember. Thank you.