How do I get help. Desperate.

45F. I have been having worsening lower left back, buttock and leg pain for 10 months and it’s getting so bad that today I’m crying and shaking in sofa and feel like dying. I also have worsening lower left abdominal pain these days.

In the past 5 months I went to all sort of specialists and took many X-rays, ct, mri, colonoscopy etc and everything came back normal. No nerve compression. All organs look good. The only thing that might be a problem is possible endometriosis that doesnot show in imagining. But my pain is not cyclical. And no problem with period. I don’t know if it makes sense to have a laparoscopic surgery to remove endometriosis because of back pain with no typical endo symptoms.

I’m at wits end and need help. I don’t know which doctor to talk to anymore. I went to ER a couple of times and they just gave me painkillers.

Btw I did physical therapy for 4 months and no improvement.

The pain is getting worse by the day. It’s eating me alive. I’m not living.

Any suggestions how to continue from here?